Thursday, August 7, 2008

Nerves...

I'm getting more and more nervous as the days progress. I keep running through my mind all the things I need to do and all the things I should have done already. Ultimately, none of it really matters. Our tickets are booked and paid for. We have the visa that we need. The rest (I'm hoping) will work itself out!

To many this won't seem like much a risk. But for me, this is (probably) the most risky thing that I've ever done. We have nothing planned and that scares the shit out of me! There are so many what ifs. My biggest concern is missing out on enjoying myself in the present cause I'm so worried what will happen next.

Inhale... one, two, three... exhale

2 comments:

  1. Template looks Great, you have all your gear, the first nights accom is all you need, I can relate to the nerves, but I know you guys will have a fanatic time!!!
    Have FUN! :)

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  2. once you are in the middle of it all and you have forgotten all your fears you'll be right and you won't want it to end!

    going to miss you! =(
    xxx

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